Friday, December 18, 2015

forward 2016!

Time to reflect. Christmas and new year is around the corner. I'm also turning a year older in 3 weeks time, and I can't help but look back at what has happened with my life. I feel like a broken glass, but i know, i have to pick up the shattered pieces and glue myself together. I would give anything to go back to the past. Life is not fair. I dreamed big time, but in the process, i neglected my valued relationship with a lot of people.  Money is not everything. Dream is not everything. How many people have told me, or books i have read, that adage life's lesson, others who have journeyed the same path, but i didn't listen, or have never taken it to heart. Maybe because i was so focused with success, that I sold myself to the devil. I thought material things will bring happiness, not just for me, but for the people around me. But, I was wrong big time. Life has thrown a lot of curve balls my way, in some instances, i couldn't even duck. I got hit left and right, but every time, i could stand up and heal my bruises. But boy, oh boy, i have my moments of weakness too. But, i will persevere, and confront whatever ball might hit me, may it be curve or straight. I promise myself, and Arnel (may his soul rest in peace), that i will be strong no matter what happens. I will try to enjoy life, and experience it, the best way i can. I will love the people around me, and i will  be more forgiving and understanding and hopeful about life. 

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