We met in an unpredictable place, and at an unpredictable time. It was a time of exploration, and awakening. Something happened, and somehow, we clicked together. It was roughly 14 years ago when our paths crossed. I was ready to commit to someone, and it was with you. We had our ups and down, secrets that kept us distant at the same time, but it was a momentous chapter in my life. You said you dont have a dream for yourself, and i said why dont you dream for other people? I was happy that you finally had a dream, not for yourself, but for your family. I saw how strong you are as a person, exuding confidence and an exuberance to life, ready to conquer the world, and be successful. You were too independent that i couldnt even clip your wings even if i want too. i was freely sharing my dreams and aspirations, but you did not do the same, holding back something, hiding behind a cloack that i couldnt even see through. You exuded an aura of strength, but deep inside, you were emtionally broken too, at the verge of your lifeline, wanting to cut the thread so easily and let go. Why give up? The person who was encouraging eveyone to be strong, and to have a reason to live, is not thinking on the same line. You were full of contradictions. i did not even saw the signs.
Its now time to let you go. Please forgive me for my shortcomings, for not being there when you needed me in the lowest point of your life, and in the same way, i forgive you too . No more tears. I pray that God will keep you, and protect you. i will continue the good deeds you have started. Your family will be my family. i will help them at the outmost of my ability. i will share my blessings in the best way i can. Rest in peace Soulmate. I know that we will meet again. My jouney is not yet done, but in time our paths will cross again. but for now, till we meet again. Goodbye!
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